Wednesday, June 11, 2014

I'm not that brave

How many times do I have to do this, 
Until I stop? 
What is able to change my heart 
and 
Turn away? 

This is a place for the consolations of the heart, 
The fragranced garden,
for me and You. 

Where I pour out my sins & shame 
In exchange of Your glory & hope 

It is magical, it is gentle, peaceful and kind, 
Just what I really needed. 

Am I deceiving myself or is this real? 
Why does it seem like Your love is too good to be true

Which indeed is. 

I want to walk away, and be transformed immediately, I want to forsake my weaknesses. I want to tear down the garment of shame and put on righteous and glory. 
You are here, and the garments are ready for me. 
But.. exactly how do I put them on? 

This 'weakness' I am talking about is forsake-able, Lord. I want to strip it off me. This is a torn in my flesh, an irritation of my life. 

Won't You help me? 
Won't You be my guide... Stop my mistakes once and for all?  



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