Just wanna share something Yuwen shared with me:

"Know that God is with you, He is for you, and definitely He will never put you to go through pain for nothing because you He hurts to see us cry, and that His love is deeper than our mind can comprehend. i believe you can go through your challenges and truly awaken by His revelation and things will start to unfold to show you the reasons for His palns and bring your faith up to higher level."