lady luck is smiling on you

It was pouring heavily...just now. I almost got myself blown away, couldn't steady myself, with floods everywhere. What is becoming of the weather nowadays seriously.

So had POA test which I studied my butts off for it , hoping I can score much higher than expected ;/ Days aren't quite right for me, well I'd have to be more than grateful for the great friends around me, they are more than i could ask for.

I can't help but to ask myself , why is it that though i know i've been consciously ruining myself yet I am doing nothing to STOP?

Seriously, I must learn how to be more appreciative. Thank you.


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I have had you once, but i didn't cherish you, its been 6 months, I have the urge every now and then to tell you how I feel, but can I? All along I've treated you as some extra character in my life that I'm always irritated by you. You're with me now but I don't know about your heart, now I am beginning to understand how you felt for the past half year. Whenever you get jealous by whatever company I'm with I'll feel its rather redundant that I told you off . I'm sorry.. The pain in me is excruciating and it will be so appreciated if you kindly remove that knife you left in my heart.

Bye4now :)