Not on hiatus anymore. ):
Sadface,why? 'Cus i have no selfcontrol to stop using comp&stop playing.
Sadface,why? Cos i feel stress.
& Suddenly, i feel the stress.
Am i late or what? ><
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I have too much emotions in me. I shall let it off.
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I'm too busy/tired to care abt anything else alr. Its not that i.dont.care but rather ..
ohwell. ideltedwhatiwantedtosayletsnotsayanything,becausesometimeskeepingsilenceisthebest.
I just need a decent break.
Andandannnd I'm not emo here. I just want to let out my frustrationsworriesfearanxiety.
Whatever negative emotions. See? How exams can stress students..?
I realised that I can console people, tell them whats right or wrong in my own perspective, tell them not to be stressed, try to give them moral support & try to entertain them.
I Scold them if they say they're hopeless. But I myself never once succeed in re-directing myself, giving myself the appropriate support i need.
And am always running myself down.
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However on the more optimistic side, I always feel lucky. like seriously..Even though after my sad moments I feel happy. And no longer sad. And i'll think veryvery possitively,looking forward to the next challenge in life.
I guess..God's answering my prayers.
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Anyway, again, I think that I'm incorrigible, but I want to chang myself. Incorrigible as in, I always made the same mistakes & then I know abt it but I just dontknow how to handle. Then screw things up. Like I keep telling myself to reviserevise, no more time , I endup doing my nails.
I feel a need to change my bloglink, shd I ?
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