Hiall,yesJingwenisfeelingsodownagains.everythingjustcometogether,icantfindawayoutofthesemessIamreallytired
wellpleasedontreadthispost,ijustwanttoleteverythingout.Itgonnaboreyouguystodeathreadingthisshityah?stressmans.i'mpromisingmyself'illchangebutimaychangefortheworse.currentlyithoughtofforgettingeverybodybutonlyremembermycliqueandfamily.
iwanttoforgetwhoisjingwentoo.maybelikethisiwillbehappier?inthiswayiamreallyselfishbutIjustwanttogiveup.whowillcatchmeback?whowillbemylistningearandsomeshoulderformetocryon?willyoubetheoneornot?i'malwaysfillingmyselfwiththesequestions,icanttakeitalready.Nowinschooli'mactinglikesohyper,knowwhy?justtoletoutmyfrustrationsbyscreaming.Enough,idontwantpeopletothinki'mpathetic.ijustwanttoletoutmyfeelings.Itshardtobeahuman.

sometimesireallyregrettedforknowingyoubecauseyouknowi'mlikeverystressnow?ifeelthati'mtheonegivinglovebutnotreceiving. idontevenknowisyourheartwithmeornot,idontnowhowtosettlethethingbetweenus.ihopeofcauseyou'llfindawayoutforus,youaretheherobutalsomeansthatwe'llsolvethisthingandstilltogether,notapartyougetme?awwanywaynobodywillunderstandthisposttoo!clevermehahaha.

jingwen....GOGOGOGO!